lately, i have found myself sitting at tables with amazing women. amazing women. i haven't done this before in a conscious way, at least not brought them all together. i have found myself disappointed with the men that i love, but not the women, not all of us, around a table, eating and drinking. there is something about that hearth that we have been made into, about the comfort of these spaces, that is so good. i feel grown and full, decent and living, belonging in my chair.



with you, however, i am eternally dissatisfied.